kaBenj's abstruse entry number one.
when you take a glance at someone, and you see something special with that someone, we commit the mistake of tagging that certain someone as the 'special someone.' We make the wrong turn of assuming that this someone can be OUR special someone. We overlook the fact that it was something about them, and NOT them, that made them special. then the mind and the body starts to function (or malfunction).
Whenever we see our 'special someone', we start to feel something really meant for our real special someone - that one who is special because of who he/she is, not just something with him/her - deserves.
Then you explode.
After that, you're in temporary utopia or a beautiful hell -
in other words, in a place you know wouldn't last.
Give it time.
Give it time you say.
Then it will turn out to what the best could be.
But in reality, you're nowhere.
You waste time, everything.
You then suddenly wish that it was all a dream.
Yes, that's what you call it.
A BIG MISTAKE.
Whenever we see our 'special someone', we start to feel something really meant for our real special someone - that one who is special because of who he/she is, not just something with him/her - deserves.
Then you explode.
After that, you're in temporary utopia or a beautiful hell -
in other words, in a place you know wouldn't last.
Give it time.
Give it time you say.
Then it will turn out to what the best could be.
But in reality, you're nowhere.
You waste time, everything.
You then suddenly wish that it was all a dream.
Yes, that's what you call it.
A BIG MISTAKE.